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How To Begin
Then the Old Man of the Earth
stooped over the floor of the cave, raised a huge stone from it, and left it leaning.
It disclosed a great hole. "That is the way", he said. "But there
are no stairs", I cried. "You must throw yourself in", he replied.
"There is no other way."
--
George MacDonald
The power of magic cannot be found
in a recipe book. If it were only that easy! Unfortunately, it is highly unlikely
that one will stumble upon the hidden grimoire or mystic amulet that will instantly
grant one "magical powers". The ability to perform real magic is attained
only through diligent practice, hard work and, well, "divine inspiration".
When one surveys all of the traditions
of magic over the centuries, one notices that certain forms and procedures appear
again and again. So if one strips away the outer symbolism and only retains that
which is repeated across many systems, one is identifying the "strange attractors"
which point to an underlying principle. It's reasonable to assume that these procedures
arise for the same reason that any intelligent being who uses geometry will stumble
across the value of pi sooner or later. It's something integral
to the nature of the human mind/body and the reality we find ourselves in.
Here lies Chaos Magic's nod to
tradition. But the Chaote must be extremely picky about which traditional techniques
s/he adopts, and examine them dispassionately to determine what is useful technique
and what is artifice.
Gnosis
One concept is absolutely indispensable
to magic of any kind. The key to making magic work is the ability to achieve an
altered state of consciousness. But not just any old altered state will do, or drunks
and stoners would be the most powerful mages on the planet. The staggering inability
of 500,000 acid-stoned hippies to stop a rainstorm at the Woodstock festival no
matter how hard they chanted is poignant testimony to this fact.
The required mental shift has
been called many names in history: samadhi by the yogis, jnara by the Tantrists,
"awake" by the Sufi Moslems. It has been referred to as the Naugul, the
Abyss, the crack between worlds. In a nod to the traditions of the old Gnostic sects,
this state has come to be called by most Chaotes (and shall be referred to in this
book) as gnosis.
Gnosis is the direct perception
of the Void. It is the state when the discursive mind shuts down, and there is unfiltered
access to the subconscious.
The most common experience of
gnosis to the average person is the sexual orgasm. At the peak of orgasm, the mind
essentially stops thinking, and the consciousness is focused on a single point in
space-time. Once this concept was grasped and it's psychic usefulness realized,
several mystic-magical sects developed the technique to various high levels. Among
these are the Tantrists of Asia, the Mediterranean Gnostics, the Roman cults of
Dyonious and modern offshoots such as the Fraternus Saturni and the Ordo Templi
Orentis (OTO). Aleister Crowley became obsessed with sexual magic and nearly all
of his writings and techniques have a strong sexual element.
However, sexual climax is not
the only path to the gnostic state (although it is probably the most fun.) The subject
of sex magic gets it's own chapter later on in the book, so we won't dwell on it
yet. It serves the purposes of a magician to be able to have other methods of achieving
gnosis at their command besides sex, and the development of other techniques has
the side effect of also making sexual gnosis easier to attain and control.
Meditation
To be an effective magician, it's
very useful to make a concentrated effort to learn at least one technique of meditation.
For our purposes, this is defined as a system of self-control by which one can stimulate
alpha-wave activity in the brain, which is the hallmark of a effective meditation
system. We will discuss one technique here that naturally lends itself to being
used for magical purposes such as scrying and out-of-body experiences. It is simple
and effective, but one may choose another if so desired.
Find a quiet, comfortable place
in which to practice, and arrange to be undisturbed for at least an hour or so.
Wear loose fitting clothing or better still, no clothing at all.
This style uses what the Yogis
call the "dead pose" -- in other words, flat on your back. The surface
should be comfortable, but not so much so that it tends to induce sleepiness. A
Japanese futon bed is ideal, but a foam pad (like the kind sold in camping supply
stores) or a rolled-out sleeping bag are quite acceptable.
Spend several minutes getting
"adjusted" so all of the little discomforts are minimized and you can
lie undisturbed. You should end up with your arms slightly away from your body and
legs slightly spread apart, so no part of your body is in contact with any other
part. Then you must lie totally mointionless for the duration of the exercise.
The first step is to begin taking
deep, regular breaths; either only through the nose, or breathe in through the nose
and out through the mouth. Try to take an equal length of time breathing in as breathing
out. Spend several minutes concentrating only on regular breathing before moving
on.
The next step is to focus on individual
parts of the body and "relax" each on in turn. Begin with the feet; say
to yourself (silently) "my toes are relaxed and light as a cloud". Repeat
this phrase until you begin to feel in your toes a sensation of "warmth",
"lightness", "tingling" -- the subjective descriptions vary
but you'll know it when you get it.
Once you've achieved this, change
the phrase to "my feet are relaxed and light as a cloud", and feel the
sensation begin to move upward. Proceed in this manner relaxing each body part in
turn. Once you have relaxed you legs, proceed to your fingers and up your arms,
then the hips, abdomen and chest, converge the sensation at the shoulders and work
up to the neck, face back of the head and finally the scalp. Make sure you are thourogh
- don't forget such parts as the genitals, buttocks, small of the back, shoulder
blades, etc.
When the entire body is relaxed,
begin to imagine yourself as if you really are as light as a cloud and you are gently
floating up into the air above the cusion. By this point you should feel profoundly
relaxed and slightly euphoric. This is a light gnosis-state or "magical trance"
that will be exploited later for magical purposes, but for the moment just concentrate
on the feeling itself and the way you attained it.
Bring yourself "back"
by imagining yourself getting heavier and hevier, in a reversal of the previous
procedure. Eventually, slowly begin slight movements of your muscles; flex the toes
and fingers, shrug the shoulders, roll the head gently from side to side. Take a
few moments to gently "stretch out" before rising from your cushion.
It may take an hour or more to
get results at first, or you may only succeed in geting your feet and fingertips
to relax and feel "tingly". Regular practice is the key, as it will get
easier the more you do it.
This technique of progressive
relaxation can also be performed in a comfortable sitting position -- both feet
on the floor, arms on armrests, head supported by a pad or pillow. Some people may
find this position easier when advancing to the next step of visualization. Ultimately,
the goal is to be able to rise and move about while still reamining in the trance
state.
If you've never had any meditational
training before this, I would strongly urge you to persevere in the practice for
at least 4 weeks, spending at least one hour a day. You should strive to be able
to enter the "light trance" state at will within a few minutes time. At
that point, you're ready for the next step.
Visualization
Visualization is the process of
using the imagination to induce specific visual illusions in oneself at will, what
Karl Jung called the active imagination. It is the ability
to make yourself "see things" that are not physically present by strongly
imagining them and behaving as though they were. In other words, self-induced hallucinations.
Magicians hold that sufficiently
powerful visualization by one person can have an influence on the psyches of others
in their presence as well as themselves. The most mundane example of this phenomenon
is the situation where one person stands in a street and looks up at the empty sky
intently, as if there were something up there. Within moments a crowd has gathered,
all looking up at the same non-existent thing. Some will even swear that they see
"something"!
Another example is the effect
of watching a performance by an expert pantomime. If s/he describes the "solid"
objects of the performance will sufficient skill, the audience will come to "see"
the invisible barriers, doors, windstorms, etc. - so much so that people who attend
performances by masters such as Marcel Marceau think for brief moments that they
actually do see Marceau's invisible "props".
Visualization is one of the "slight-of-mind"
tricks that are a part of every magical system ever devised. Remember that magic
functions by tapping into the psychological state we call "belief". Powerful
visualization is indispensable for putting the magician into a belief state conducive
to deriving magical effects.
What follows are some basic exercises
in magical visualization. One should first spend some time getting into the first
stage of magical trance, then practice these exercises once a day. Many studies
have shown that meditation greatly improves one's learning ability, especially immediately
after a session, so we may as well take advantage of it, right? The techniques in
the following section on Magical Protection can be practiced concurrently with these;
the technique of protection described is itself a visualization exercise.
Visualization Practice
A good way to practice visualization
and get a handle on what the experience is like is to use the visual phenomenon
of "after images" as a learning tool.
For this exercise, you need some
brightly colored construction paper (fluorescent colors work particularly well if
you can find them), some large white card stock paper (11 x 17 is perfect), scissors,
tape or paper glue, and a blank white wall (an extra large piece of white posterboard
hung on a wall will do nicely.)
Take some scissors and cut some
approximately 1 foot long strips of colored paper about one-quarter inch in width.
Now use these to paste or tape together a five-pointed star figure as pictured below:

Mount this on the white card stock.
You should end up with what looks like a large flash card with a star in the middle.
Make four of these cards using
different colors. The best colors to use in the construction of the star are orange,
purple, green and red. The reason will be clear in a moment.
Arrange yourself facing the blank
white wall with your "flash cards" in easy reach. The wall should be brightly
lit. Choose one of the cards and hold it up in front of your eyes. Stare fixedly
at it without moving your eyes for at least one full minute. You may want to pin
it to the wall in front of you to avoid having it move. After a minute or two, quickly
remove it and stare directly at the blank white wall. You should see an after image
of the star figure on the blank wall, in a hue that is the opposite of the card's
on the color wheel. (In other words, the orange star will yield a blue image, the
purple a yellow image, the green a red image and the red a green image. These are
the traditional "Elemental" colors of water, air, fire and earth respectively,
and are as good a place to start as any.)
Once you have an after image showing
on the blank white wall, try holding your gaze very still and "trace"
the apparent outline of the star with your fingertip. This is a typical action used
in "setting wards" or traditional banishing rites.
Next you can try doing the same
thing, but look out into the room instead of at the blank wall. The after image
should seem to float in mid air in front of your eyes. Try tracing it's outline
with a fingertip again.
Then try the exercise with all
of the different colors. You may have to wait a few moments between each one for
the previous image to fade away.
Eventually you can create more
and different flash cards to practice with, if you feel inclined.
All this is only to give you an
idea of the "look and feel" of magical visualization. The final goal is
to be able to "see" the figures, or any other image you choose, by sheer
imagination alone. But I've found that these exercises are an excellent way to speed
up the learning curve. It gives your memory something on which to hang the visualized
perception, making it easier to obtain.
The next step is to practice summoning
the images without the use of the cards at all. One way to progress toward this
goal is to start by first obtaining the after-image, but trying to keep the image
"going" even after the visual effect begins to fade. Progressively use
the cards less and less until you can do without them.
Do the above exercises at least
once a day for another few weeks at least, while continuing with your meditation
sessions. When you find you are able to get yourself into a light trance state in
less than 10 minutes, and can visualize simple geometric forms to a reasonable degree
of "visibility", you'll have the basic mental disciplines needed to do
effective magical work.
The Juggler's Meditation
Here we're going to deviate from
the traditional approach. Almost all of the old magical traditions use some form
or another of the mental skills described above. However, the general direction
of their discipline in almost all cases is to encourage complete stilling of the
mind as the goal. Such quieting of the thought processes is a valuable tool, as
it can quickly connect one to the Void and the attainment of the gnostic mind-state.
However, stopping one's mental processes completely by sheer concentration alone
is a damnably hard trick, where even a few seconds of "no-thought" can
only be attained by extreme effort. Expect to spend months or even years mastering
such a technique.
As an alternative, here's a technique
that seems to me to be able to launch one into a gnosis state functionally equal
to the scant seconds of mental quiescence obtained by the inhibitory methods mentioned
above. It takes an exactly opposite approach to the goal -- call it "meditative
overload". It also makes use of the skills of meditation and visualization
that you've been practicing (you have been practicing, haven't you?)
Everyone is aware that the mind
can be active with several unrelated thought processes at once. If you're walking
down a familiar street, one can easily avoid the obstacles of other pedestrians,
curbs, traffic, etc. without having to devote conscious awareness to the process.
While walking, one can also have a song running through one's head, while at the
same time be thinking about a meeting one has later, and what one is going to say
at the meeting, AND be buttoning one's jacket or rolling up sleeves all at the same
time. This is not unusual at all. So we're going to expand on this mental trick
that we all already know how to do.
Start by visualizing a simple
form with your eyes closed -- say a bright blue square. Now, instead of trying to
quiet your mind, start a song going in your head. Don't stop visualizing the square!
Next, pay attention to whatever it is you're standing/sitting/laying on. Feel the
texture and the weight of your body on it. Don't stop visualizing the square! Keep
the song going! Then, try to recall the smell and taste of a delicious food. Of
course, keep the blue square, song and texture active mentally! If you can, keep
adding things to concentrate on using a variety of sensory types.
What you'll soon notice is your
mind "time-sharing" between the various mental activities -- almost like
a juggler catching and tossing the progression of different objects in the air.
But this is NOT a contest. The whole idea of this technique is to FAIL. Eventually,
you will add one too many mental activities, whatever your own particular capacity
might be. Your mind will seem to move faster and faster switching from one conscious
awareness to another until ...CLICK! You will drop all of the balls, so to speak.
Suddenly, your overloaded mind will shut down, if only for the briefest of seconds.
Congratulations - you have hit the gnostic state. This really works -- try it and
see.
Sensory Deprivation
Another useful practice is known
as sensory deprivation. The effects of extended periods of solitude have been known
throughout history; the monk's cell and hermit's cave have a well documented reputation
for their effects on the mind. But in the past it was believed that "the power
of God" accounted for the experiences described by the meditating monk.
The first scientific experiments
in sensory deprivation were conducted by American and Soviet space researchers,
to determine the effects of long spaceflights on the mental states of astronauts.
To their dismay, it became clear that mild disorientation and loss of time sense
resulted after only several hours, with extreme effects such as hallucinations and
delusional thinking occuring in less than a couple of days.
But what was horrible to a strict
technologist was seen as something useful and desirable to others. One early researcher,
Dr. John Lilly, developed the "isolation tank", a coffin-sized enclosure
that allowed the subject to be floated in body-temperature salt water in total blackness
and silence. His books detail the effects experienced by Lilly and his fellow psychonauts,
and they are highly recommended to the student of magic.
The benfit of such a practice
is to increase the awareness of one's own internal universe. The subjects of such
experiments generally reported that the hallucinations and impressions they experienced
were "meaningful" to them in some way. A student of magic is in a particularly
privilged position to make use of these effects.
In the past decade or so sensory
deprivation has become quite well known, inspiring Hollywood treatments such as
the film "Altered States". But the elaborate flotation tanks and other
expensive equipment depicted in the film is not neccesary to experience the effects
of sensory deprivation. In fact, it has been shown that complete darkness and silence
are not required to induce these effects. It can be also accomplished by merely
keeping all sensory input uniformly constant.
This is one exercise where it
is very useful to have an assistant who can "look after things" while
it's going on. Some people, when deprived of sight and hearing, become easily obsessed
with the idea that the phone will ring, someone will knock on the door, or the house
will catch on fire -- this makes it very hard to relax and immerse oneself in the
experience. Another person can also help you set things up, as you will see in the
following description.
Deprivation Meditation
There are several commercially
marketed "brain-wave" machines available that are used to accomplish the
same thing as this exercise, but they tend to be on the expensive side, starting
at $100 or so and going up quickly. Using the technique described below you can
spend less than 10 bucks (assuming you already own an inexpensive radio/cassette
player) and find out if you might want to justify the expense of the fancier machines.
For this exercise you will need
the following equipment:
- two white ping pong balls
- two large (4" square) gauze
pads
- a razor knife (to slice the
pads and ping pong balls)
- medical paper adhesive tape
- a portable "boom box"
radio/cassette player
- lightweight stereo headphones
- a desk lamp with a 25 - 60 watt
red light bulb
Setting up:
Using the razor knife, slice the
ping pong balls in half, and discard the halves with the manufacturer's marks on
them. Then cut a hole in each gauze pad slightly smaller than the size of the ping
pong ball halves. If you like things neat, cut the corners off of the pads to make
them roughly circular. You're going to make a crude pair of "glasses"
out of the ping pong balls, using the gauze to pad the edges and the tape to hold
them in place over your eyes, as follows:
Place the pads over the eye sockets
so that the eyes are looking through the holes. Place the ball halves over the eyes
with the edges resting on the gauze. They should clear the eye sockets enough so
that blinking does not disturb them. Then the whole thing is gently taped in place.
The radio is tuned to a space
between stations where there is no sound but a steady background hiss, known to
audio engineers as "white noise". The bass/treble or equalizer controls
can be used to soften the sound -- try decreasing the high and the low frequency
controls (the bass and treble) until you get a soft, gentle sound like a distant
waterfall. The headphones are placed on the ears and the volume adjusted so that
the noise drowns out any external sounds.
Finally, turn out all the lights
in the room except for the red light bulb -- if possible try to aim it directly
at the eyes.
You can now see how useful it
is to have an assistant to help!
This can be done either in a comfortable
sitting position, or lying down. Once you're all set, plan to spend several minutes
just getting comfortable, much as described in the previous section on basic meditation.
(In fact, the procedure described there can be used in combination with the sensory
deprivation exercise with great effect.) Then try to clear the mind and give free
rein to whatever thoughts or images might arise. If you feel like speaking aloud,
do so. It's also possible to have the assitant take notes or have a second tape
recorder running to make a record.
From this point, the procedure
is to basically do nothing, and allow the sensation deprived mind to range where
it will. The longer one persists in this exercise the more effective it will be
-- expect to spend at least a few hours to get the desired effects. With practice,
one can learn to direct the visons one obtains, but this is beyond the scope of
this book. I recommend the works of John Lilly to those with an interest in exploring
these realms.
Vocal Vibration
There is a power in the voice,
and not a single religious or mystical practice fails to take advantage of this
fact, magic included.
In various magical texts, one
will encounter the term 'vibrate' being used to describe some kinds of vocalization
("Vibrate the following words of power...") In mundane terms, what is
being described is the entire human body's ability to resonate sympathetically with
the voice, and the sensory effects that can be experienced by doing so. The "secret"
of Magic Words is this: it doesn't matter what you say as much as it matters how
you say it!
Oprea singers are specifically
trained to position their bodies and flex their head muscles in a way that provides
maximum resonance for their vocal chord's vibrations. The magician can use the same
effect to magical advantage. The chapter on "Basics" provides an example
of "vocalizing in the vibratory mode", as I've seen it called in some
particularly pompous occult texts, as part of the Gnostic Thunderbolt Ritual. The
trick is to learn to feel the resonating effects of different pitches and vowel
sounds in specific parts of the body, like the lower belly or the throat. If you
have someplace where you are not worried about singing out loud, try singing simple
long vowel sounds ("aaaaaaahhhhh...") and shift the position of your head
/ neck / chest until you can feel the sound of your voice vibrating through your
body.
The Death Posture
Mention should be made of what
Austin Osman Spare called the "Death Posture". There are several variations
on this idea, but they all involve putting the body into an extremely unnatural,
uncomfortable position until the point of exhaustion is reached and the conscious
mind rebels and collapses, thereby obtaining a gnostic state. This is not unlike
various yoga techniques -- the lotus position is not intended to be comfortable!
It's intended to cause the mind to overload with discomfort until the body is no
longer "felt".
By definition, a "death posture"
brings about a sort of short duration "death". So it can be as simple
as covering up the eyes, ears and nose with the fingers and "holding your breath
until you turn blue" -- in other words, until your conscious mind gets overridden
by your autonomic brain function and forces you to draw a breath.
One of Spare's descriptions called
for locking your fingers behind your back, pushing them backwards and up as far
as you can (until it hurts!) while standing on your toes, holding your breath and
tensing all of your muscles until they quiver. Now hold this until you collapse...
The most common use for death
postures is the charging of magical sigils, which will be covered in a later chapter.
(*CAUTION*
Death postures are physically demanding and should not be used by those with heart
or lung conditions, high blood pressure or other ailments that that restrict strenuous
physical activity. If in doubt, don't -- there are many other means to accomplish
the same thing.)
The Magical Diary
It's a very good idea to keep
a diary of your work, especially when starting out on your magical career. Some
teachers of magic are pretty maniacal about keeping complex daily journals, but
I personally tend to be a bit more lax in this regard so I'm not going to dwell
on it. Keeping a record of your actual work is quite useful though. Things are going
to happen to you that your normal analytical mind is going to try very hard to forget
ever happened! So keep notes of the work you've done, along with your personal impressions
of it. You might also jot down any weird, unusual things that happen to you, along
with any siginificant dreams.
Some people keep seperate dream
journals as well. Much information can be obtained about your own state of mind
by examining your dreams. To make it work you need to keep a notebook and pencil
right by your bed and learn to grab it and start writing the moment you wake up,
while the details of your dreams are still fresh.
The magical journal also allows
you to gauge your own progress and reflect on what you've been through. You don't
need anything fancy -- a simple spiral notebook will do fine. I have a habit of
keeping a "spellbook" in which I write down the texts of rituals I've
actually performed. I find writing it down before I perform it seems to inculcate
the purpose of what I'm doing into my mind, making it more effective when performed.
Applications
Although these techniques can
be practiced "for their own sake", I find it far more motivating to have
specific goals in mind, even if they are far down the line. This is also in keeping
with the general concept of Chaos Magic as being an operative Art, not a form of
philosophy. So the next chapter will be dedicated to basics applications of the
previous skills in a magical context.
Copyright ©1998,
1999 by Joseph Max. All rights reserved.
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